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| Helloo world! haha
Had a pretty slow Sunday. haha
Lazed around in the morning, headed out for driving in the afternoon! haha
gym after and had dinner with Sean, Leo and Brent after haha! played GhostBusters! realllyy fun.
Was smoking at Leo's balcony for a lil bit, haha spied on some bangla's haha i think they had too much to drink, one of them was passed out on the floor lol.
anyway, just got home, prepping up for work tomorrow haha, Timo and Jeff are finally back, won't be alone in the office!
haha Dad and have been having fun with the media interface in the car haha sound system's prettyy good.
haha oh! Juvene bought Call of duty modern warfare2 haha how cool is she! haha
oh well! haha i'm off to bed haha.
to clifford ho, if you read this, FASTER COME BACK. haha Singapore's really boring without you haha.
hahah MODERN WARFARE 2'S OUT HAHA LAN LAN LAN WHEN YOU'RE BACK CLIFFORD. haha
okay, goodnight world! haha have a great work week haha.
So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore
And I stare at the phone; she still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always | | |
| Helloooo world! haha
It's been a pretty darn good weekend so far! haha
Zouk with the army guys last night, haha lots of alcohol and lots of drama haha, the night ended with 5 police cars, 15 police officers and one unresolved dispute haha. oh well! it was interesting though.
anyway! slept at 5 this morning, woke up at 8 and left to get my Swine flu vaccine. headed down to the tailors to get the measurements for my suit :D haha really excited about that. haha popped by audi after to test drive the a4 and get the ipod adapter for the car.
haha i'm pretty surprised i'm still awake! haha oh well! haha anyway! it's a boring saturday and i'm probably gonna dawdle it away! aha gonna have a pretty uneventful sunday as well! haha oh well.
good news though, 69 DAYS TILL IM OUT OF ARMY BITCHEZXZX hahaha.
that's 9 weeks and 6 days! haha wooohooo :D
anyway! i hope everyone has a fun-packed weekend ahead! haha byebye.
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away - Corrinne May | | |
| HEHEHEHHEE contrary to my very very recent previous post. im actually epic-ly happy now haha and no, im not on pills! haha
i guess i just needed to type it out to rant hahaha. oh well!
TGFI EVERYONE HAHA
BTW, HAAVEEEEEEEE YOU MET JOHNN? HAHHAHAHAHA
PARTYYY PARTYYY TONIGHTTTTTT
hahhaa sometime's there's no point being sad. haha and i quote the awesome barney stinson,
WHENEVER YOU FEEL SAD, STOP AND FEEL AWESOME INSTEADDDDDD HEHE :D
anw! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE! (: HAHA | | |
| i really hate my life right now.
I'm so sick of putting on this facade. everyday i wake up feeling like crap, go to work and plaster on this big ass joker smile on my face, talk loudly and just laugh everything off.
truth is, I've never been so low in my life ever. I find it so hard to open up to the people around me. everyone thinks it's just a joke when i'm down. it's just probably cos i laugh it off everytime they ask.
well anyway, had my stomach pumped on tuesday, went back to work on wed anyway haha.
and the insomnia's been killing me. i haven't been able to sleep since the 28th. ugh.
Y'know, sometimes it just really sucks. look, everything i ever did, ever time i bit my tongue, it was just to see you happy. everytime you changed, i supported it. you told me once, to pull you back if you ever lost yourself. but i guess you're happier now. you're really blessed, every stage in your life, when you're down, you always had someone there for you, even when things between us were bad, you had someone there for you too. you're are so blessed.
but yeah, even though i'm messed up now, i reckon i'll be back to my old self. sooner or later.it's just taking longer this time. but honestly, i really am happy for you.
ahh fuck my life man. haha oh well. after all, to love is to let go, right? haha.
i'm so disappointed with what i've become. but i'll be fine! haha :D
anywayy, enough rambling, it's friday night! haha so party hard everyone! hope you guys have a blast of a weekend! haha. | | |
| AHHHH!
Had such a horrible day today.
almost half the office was away. time passed so slowly.
Finally managed to have a good night's sleep last night, with the help of some remeron haha.
anyway, i realised that when you're really near the end of a journey, time seems to pass really slowly.
after speaking to a couple of guy's who ORD-ed recently, all of them seem to miss the army.
haha funny how life is. you never seem to really embrace what you're in till you're out of it.
hahah oh well, life's a bitch afterall.
Really looking forward for Clifford's return from Japan, haha my life in singapore is epic boring when he's gone.
no more gym, swim, porridge, gaming buddy haha..
Been having too much time these couple of weeks so i decided to do some reflection.
i feel kinda weird now, i dont know if it's growing up, but when i put myself in certain situations, i find it strange how the old me and the current me would react. haha oh well!
anyway, i reckon i'll update whenever im bored, haha though i really dont think many people read this blog. haha
have a great weekend everyone! haha to those in melb, HAPPY END OF EXAMS and those in singapore LOOK FORWARD FOR THE END OF ARMY. haha bye. | | |
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