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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Mmmmhhh just had awesome dinner tapow-ed from Binjai, haha Sambal fried rice and Kar cheong kai (prawn paste chicken) haha.

Kinda lazed my Sunday away today. Had brunch with my dad at Sixth ave, headed down to Alexandra Rd after to get some wine, picked mom up after and dropped them home. haha drove back to Sixth ave to pick Sean and headed to Leo's place to wake him up, haha we pulled a "Clifford" on him.

Clifford
Arriving at one's place of residence and informing them of your arrival with the sentence "I'm outside your house, come out now"; Person born with an enlarged male organ of copulation.

haha anyway, had tea at the coffee shop, then headed back to Sean's place haha. bummed around for quite a bit. Bryan C joined us and I watched them play MGS4. haha I suck so bad at games seriously. epic phail. haha

Dropped Bryan C off at cheong chin nam, drove to Binjai to get some dinner after haha. and i'm burping now. haha ahhhhh I need sleep. so so sleepyyyyy ):

haha and i'm back to work tomorrow, sigh. 39 more days. can't wait can't wait! :D

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


Is he mister right; or mister right now.


goooood morning(:

Had a pretty swell day yesterday!
Went for my suit fitting, haha drove down to town after and got some shoes. haha came home had a nice long nap from 6-10pm then headed out to Clark Quay.

You'd think that it'll be empty cos everyone would be at ZoukOut, but zomg, guest DJ at Rebel, the queue was epic.
But, we managed to get into the members area so no queue(: hehe. Met up with V-unit, DJ Crusador and his brother there, haha had a really good time, after they left, my other friends came down and partied till 4 haha, was wayyy munted when I got home haha, got to know the 2 resident DJs, pretty cool guys haha.

Woke up this morning feeling gooood haha, no hangover(: yay me. haha
Watching Sunday cartoons on Nickelodeon hehe love cartoons.

Reckon i'll head down to town and meet Varsha and gang today, haha need to do a little Christmas shopping.
12 Days till Christmas
19 Days till New Years
40 Days till ORD


hahah life's good(:


Saturday, December 12, 2009

had a really good sleep last night(: hehe

anyway, yesterday was a good day haha. bummed around at home in the morning, headed to the gym after then off to holland v for tea. haha

Met up with Hoiyan and Michelle at starbucks. Haven't seen either of them in ages, saw hoiyan a couple of times in melb, but I hadn't seen Michelle in like..3 years? haha
Did some catching up, it felt kinda weird honestly? I really felt bad when I spoke to her, probably karma biting my ass.
We were discussing how people from our cohort have changed a lot, and I really agree with that, haha Melbourne changes people, some for the better, some change for the worse. And well, I changed too I guess, haha..

Okay, off to make my suit, get shoes and probably some new polos, haha my much needed retail therapy (:

Merry Xmas everyone! haha


When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.


Thursday, December 10, 2009

gooooood afternoon(:

I just got up from my nap hehee, love taking afternoon naps, really therapeutic.

I really don't know why, but people seem to just love calling me or sending texts when i'm asleep, I swear I don't get that many calls and texts when i'm awake. so in my struggle to answer the phone just now, i managed to swipe my new iphone fact first onto the floor, and banged my elbow up pretty bad trying to get it from under the bed. Oh and one more thing, people just love to call when you're driving on the road, especially when i'm using the cheepluck army phone that doesnt have handsfree, bluetooth and it even doesnt have numbers on the key pad. ahhh oh well. murphy's law.

So today, I managed to have some alone time, and I did some reflection. Looking at who I am now and where I am now, a part of me does feel happier, somewhere along the way I grew up. but at the same time, I burnt many bridges.
I realized I neglected, even severed ties with a lot of friends over the last 2 and a half years, and I realized how stupid that was. It was so selfish of me to just give every single thing up for one person. and I guess it had to take something big to make me realize that. If I had a chance to see all my past friends/acquaintances, I'd really really like to apologize to them. I was such a douche. fml.

anyway, the parentals are back tonight! haha no more chores for me whee(:
Dinner with Clifford, Sean and Leo tonight, probably head down to the airport with Clifford after that haha.
andd! tomorrow's fridayy! (: haha its finally nearing the end of the week, Coffee with M tomorrow, haven't seen her in ages. like agessss. and maybe drinks with the guys. haha
okydolks, I'm off to the gym, many people including, camp guys, my dad and Cliff said i've shrunk. goddamnit. haha
byebye.


Clifford just left.

had a really good talk with him, haha I don't feel so alone when he's here. haha
he's probably one of the very few people who actually gets me, and one of the few that I show my true self too.
We both agreed that we belong in the sixties haha, it's just really unnerving how we're so different from most people, our thoughts on life, relationships and family. we're both family guys haha, ahhhh his future partner is gonna be one hell of a lucky girl haha..

anyway, don't think i'll go to the office tomorrow, parents decided not to extend their trip, so i'll be picking them up tomorrow. Gotta spend the morning packing up the house lol, it's in such a mess now.

off to bed now, nighttt(:



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